#London - When I was struggling in making decision l, I thought I still have a options to choose . And then, when decision has been made (not by me), I have thought again that I haven't had any choice from the beginning . The situation of last 3 years has really come back, I - once again - - being put into the circumstance of others to forgo my choice . The fear which I had tried to hide for such a long time, now being true . Even though it is not too bad but not good enough to make me happy. And I'm asking myself " why - #life always give shit to me at the last and foremost moment of my life? I don't give shit to people but why the worst scenarios always happen to me? Why and why...? Indeed, I'm crying for myself . Trying to be calm and thoughtful is just over my limit, but I can't shout out loud that I don't want to sacrifice any longer for anyone else. I wish I could... #shit_again #done #everything_done #lost_words #life #unpredicted #story #end #vsco #vscovietnam #VSCOcam

#London by tracyngo_325 - When I was struggling in making decision l, I thought I still have a options to choose . And then, when decision has been made (not by me), I have thought again that I haven't had any choice from the beginning . The situation of last 3 years has really come back, I - once again - - being put into the circumstance of others to forgo my choice . The fear which I had tried to hide for such a long time, now being true . Even though it is not too bad but not good enough to make me happy. And I'm asking myself " why - #life always give shit to me at the last and foremost moment of my life? I don't give shit to people but why the worst scenarios always happen to me? Why and why...? Indeed, I'm crying for myself . Trying to be calm and thoughtful is just over my limit, but I can't shout out loud that I don't want to sacrifice any longer for anyone else. I wish I could... #shit_again #done #everything_done #lost_words #life #unpredicted #story #end #vsco #vscovietnam #VSCOcam